Fading Numbness

I can breathe again

Just in time to feel my heart ache

Just like it remembers

Only this time it hurts so good

I can’t sleep

My sins haunt me in my dreams

I’m shaking and I can’t breathe

I’m afraid but I kind of like it

My eyes burn

Too much of me is pouring out

Yet I’m smiling at all the pain

Because it’s better than feeling nothing