Sunday, May 23, 2010

Fading Numbness

I can breathe again
Just in time to feel my heart ache
Just like it remembers
Only this time it hurts so good

I can’t sleep
My sins haunt me in my dreams
I’m shaking and I can’t breathe
I’m afraid but I kind of like it

My eyes burn
Too much of me is pouring out
Yet I’m smiling at all the pain
Because it’s better than feeling nothing

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

You Give Nothing Away

What mysteries lie behind your brown eyes?
Whether deliberate or not, I cannot tell
Your gaze gives little away
Though not of your mind where secrets dwell

I too often wish I could read your ruminations
To see every feeling, every thought you conjure
Do you hide or hesitate or neither?
Where do you go when you start to ponder?

How do I ask you to tell me what you want?
A longer kiss, a softer embrace…
I hear your heartbeat quicken at my touch
Yet I see no reaction in your face.

Tell me what I have to do to capture your heart
How do I break through that stoic stare?
Let those barriers down and let me in
Share with me each moment of delight and despair

I wish to hear what I am to you
What is it you do not say or show?
For though there are times I think I understand
I’m reminded of how little of you I know.